My Breath Hitches
- Sarah Kiepper
- Nov 24, 2024
- 1 min read
by Sarah Kiepper
Sarah Kiepper resides with her partner and dogs on the SouthCoast of Massachusetts. She is acompliance officer and doctoral student. Sarah enjoys volunteering, participating in book clubsand writing groups, and researching genealogy. Her photography and writing have beenpublished in Akros Review, Jenny Magazine, Penguin Review, and Tidings.

My breath hitches
when I remember how we slept
our skin stuck, my back to your front
long legs tangled around me like a cricket
I could never catch my breath
our no clothes in the bedroom rule
made us late for my best friend’s wedding
we showered together every night
but fought all damn day
I loved you so much then
it still hurts now more than a decade later
you smothered me with gifts, work visits, phone calls
until I couldn’t breathe
I left you—the same way my mother left my father
the same way his first wife left him before that—cowardly and deceitful, but it was the only wayto keep breathing